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fcuk my saturdayssssss

2010-10-30T05:45:00.000-07:00

its saturday.and im at home.
there are few movies that i wanna watch badly: the last exorcism,paranormal activity2 and Jackass 3D.
who am i gg to watch with?friends? most of them already watched it.
date?no date.
alone? ok cool.-.-

hello. :) what brand of concealer do you think is the best, in your opinion?

2010-10-07T07:26:00.001-07:00

i have no idea on which brand is the best.for me,i prefer using the stick instead of the liquid form.
and it also base on how u apply it.:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

2010-10-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

lately,im enjoying my holidays so much.
i spent most of the time outside with my friends.
no boys is needed.i can still be happy without boys.i have friends and family,but i simply dont get those stupid childish bitches who thought that im like flirting with their bf/date or whatsoever.
im not that kind who loves to destroy ppl's relationships.
boys are just pain in the ass.because of them,i have a lot of enemies.
i have no time to make enemies seriously.we are all humans,we make mistakes,therefore,no one is perfect.ive done tons of sins and mistakes towards god and humans.
so if anyone(friends/strangers) who still have the grudges towards me,
i guess i owe these people an apology.
i dont have a black heart,therefore,im sorry.
kalau tk puas jugak,nmpak sah hati kamu itu sungguh busuk.:)

hello im back.

2010-10-04T10:40:00.000-07:00

so are there still humans reading my blog?
if there's still,well sorry for being MIA.alot of things happened in a month, be it the good and the bad.i'll start with the bad one.im having a serious major breakouts.its like first time having pimples growing on my cheeks & it really affects me real bad.looking at the mirror, i think its getting better.but still?tsk..
besides that,im so irritated with my formspring asking me stupid questions/remarks about me and my ex.yes, formspring is for ppl to ask me any questions.bt please dont be ridiculous and stupid by asking me questions like
"hey,ur ex hazim is so cute,i think i like him,u mind?"
"kau fikir hazim tu baik sgt?tk bodoh!"wtf?
enough of him please.
oh yah,recently i found out that my ex date has a new gf.its not wrong for me to blog about this right?:)not jealous,but shocked. i mean like,ok you have a gf.cool!eeerrr

anyways......ever heard of a indonesian drama called "cinta Fitri"?haha!!

yang penting FAREL peluk i.haha! Ganteng banget.

im sorry.im lazy to upload all of the pics.

great body u have! nice hair! cute smile! ;D

2010-10-03T09:59:00.001-07:00

thanks to whoever you are:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

hope to c u somewhere at zouk sooner or later.u r beautiful^^

2010-09-29T22:43:00.001-07:00

yeah..sooner or later ok.btw thanks.:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

do u get jealous if u found out dat ur ex is contacting some other gals? for instance hazim? or faruq?

2010-09-29T22:32:00.001-07:00

maybe yes,maybe no.im not sure.
but whatever it is,they're just my past.

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

do u get jealous if u found out dat ur ex is contacting some other gals? for instance hazim? or faruq?

2010-09-29T22:22:00.001-07:00

NO.they are just my past.

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

why are you still single??^^

2010-09-18T02:20:00.001-07:00

because there are no GOOD guys available.:)
FML!

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

you are cute,but too badd you're lesbian.......

2010-09-16T11:35:00.001-07:00

so?

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

when are you going zouk?!

2010-09-11T10:25:00.001-07:00

after i finish all my raya outings with friends and family, i guess.or maybe november..why?:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

how u get to be a model?interesting !

2010-09-09T07:11:00.001-07:00

ive got an offer:)
thank you:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

BUSY BERAYA.

2010-09-07T08:44:00.000-07:00

TO MY BELOVED AVID READERS,I WONT BE BLOGGING TILL ONE WEEK AFTER RAYA.

STAY TUNED.......

Idah jagan jadi sombong la kat luah . awak lawa kiter suke , tapi biler awak sombong ajek hati kiter pecah :(

2010-09-07T07:03:00.001-07:00

u mean u saw me outside?u dont know me in person am i right?,so dont assume that im sombong because im not. thank you:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

are you still in contact with a guy named sheikh?

2010-09-06T07:33:00.001-07:00

wow.u know evrything huh?
for now,yes.but as a friend:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

ur boobs is big for yourr body idah.^^

2010-09-06T07:31:00.001-07:00

ouh yeah?i cant do anything to make it smaller.lol.

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

2010-09-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

break fast with my darlings.
ok bye:)

semangat nak raye!

2010-09-03T10:51:00.000-07:00

went to NTUC to buy some of the baking ingredients.imma busy women.:/

im fasting.
im working(at IMH and its damn far from my home)
i baked cakes.(alot!)
not enough sleep!(eyebag is becoming from bad to worst)
overall=EXHAUSTED.

if a girl ask you out ona date,would you go for it?

2010-09-03T06:16:00.001-07:00

i love your figure.^^

2010-09-01T14:23:00.001-07:00

thank you very much.thanks to god.:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

Hey,what facial form are u using?

2010-08-24T10:37:00.001-07:00

i always change my facial products.bt currently im using follow me uv white. :)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

2010-08-14T05:11:00.000-07:00

i love yesterday.
makan DURIAN bawah blok pukul 11.

hey :D i hope you'd stop smoking. i wouldn't want it to ruin your health. plus smoking is bad for complexion. (:

2010-08-12T06:09:00.001-07:00

hello.thank you for ur encouragement.
i will quit smoking sooner or later dont worry:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

2010-08-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

You need to realize who you are
you criticize and you judge.you are a hypocrite and a hater.
why? who are you? don't walk around like your shit don't stink okay.
i found out from someone that this GIRL blogged about me.with my NAME in it.
besides,she did spam my formspring too:)
tsk tsk...why blog?why spam on my formspring?
come tell me straight to my face since u already noticed me outside.
u know my name:IDAH..u know how i looked like...u observe me all along.
wait! u got what it takes to be a paparazzi too.
what a pathetic idiotic coward stalker.

u dont know anything,so dont be too sure.

do u think liquid foundation or solid foundation is better ?im asking ppl opinion ;D

2010-08-10T18:55:00.001-07:00

in my opinion,liquid will be better.solid foundation is kinda thick.:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

2010-07-28T07:46:00.001-07:00

i wanna try if this works.
how to get over ur ex/crush/broken heart...

bannish all of the heartbreaking songs from ur mp3/ipod/itouch & replace them with a playlist of rocking tunes.
keep yourself busy & amused.then u'll have less time to think over on what went wrong.
just think that the reason for ur broke up it was probably for the best.
dont try to win him back cause it will only end in tears
delete any of his sweet messages from ur cellphone cause by re-reading them,it will just make u feel more upset.
if u saw him outside,dont look at him and stay silence cause it shows that ure not over him.just smile,say hi,and walk away.
dont bad-mouth him cause u'll look bitter and its like showing that u still care about him.
dont date on a rebound-just enjoy being single for a while.
go out with your friends,watch movies and avoid something sad.

i wanna try this out.

i tried your eyeliner trick and it didnt run the whole day at work. thank you so much. youre awesome!

2010-07-24T08:37:00.001-07:00

really?hehe.ur most welcome to who ever you are:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

settle down

2010-07-20T18:22:00.000-07:00

somehow i love being single,but at times u can be lonely.
u met alot of ppl,then u tend to fall for them,and they'll just go away from ur life.
easy to say,they just come and go.
things are becoming more and more complicated between me and H.we're fading away from each other tho i tried to get things right.i'm tired.
as for A,it was nice knowing you.i'm still going to see u anytime soon cause my bestfriend is in a r/s with ur bestfriend.it cant be avoided.
now,i'm not thinking of anything,
i dont have problems,
i'm not down,
i'm not in love,
i'm not happy.
i'm just fine:)

i've deactivated my fb account
i wanna settle down.:)

hi Idah! how do you keep your eyeliner from running and smudging? what kind of eyeliner do you use (top and bottom)? thanks!

2010-07-18T05:58:00.001-07:00

for the top i use black carbon matte by m.a.c with an angle brush and i double it up with a liquid eyeliner(any brand will do).this is to make it more black and trust me it wont smudge.
for the bottom,its the same thing also.i used a pencil eyeliner and double it up with the black carbon matte.if u dont have the black carbon,black eyeshadow will do.:p

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

2010-07-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

hi readers.this is just my point of view..
nothing lasts forever
be it good or bad
perfect or imperfect
happiness or sadness
all, will be lost in time.
true?sigh.

2010-07-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

2nd july,zouk.

where do u learn to makeup and at what age u start to makeup?

2010-07-10T04:31:00.001-07:00

i start to put on eyeliner since i was 14.that was my first try.and i learn make up from my second brother.he learn make up and he's a part time make up artist ,so i actually learn alot from him.:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

are u single?seriously?if u are,then who are you contacting with now?

2010-07-07T19:42:00.001-07:00

yup i'm single.
recently i have been contacting with this guy.
but yeah in less than a month,he went missing.
nothing new.
haha.
i dont wanna sound so desperate by texting him every single day.i have my ego too.but i'll be waiting tho.
so yeah right now,i'm not dating anyone.:p

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

z o u k

2010-07-03T21:29:00.000-07:00

last friday(2nd july),zouk was awesome.
dash berlin,ure a fcuking good dj i must say.
met a lot of ppl like the one i know,plus the one i didnt know.all thru fb.
but it was nice and you will feel good when ppl are friendly towards u:)
raudha darling,please collect ur camera back cause i want to upload the pictures lah pantat.
i really had fun eventho i'm nt feeling that well that night.tsk.
speaking of which,my condition is getting from bad to worst.i'm worried.
is it URTI? is it cancer? is there something wrong with my kidney?
i'm always thinking for the worst which is not good i know.
ok bye.off to clinic.

U r so sweet-looking..

2010-06-30T07:29:00.001-07:00

thanks for the compliment:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

i can see through your facebook pics,u have the fashion sense.and u look good in red.so what is your fav colour?

2010-06-30T04:42:00.001-07:00

firstly thanks for the compliment.
i have a lot of whites inside my wardrobe.
but i prefer wearing yellow actually.
whats my fav colour?
pink n red.
pink is a fresh colour & pink is not equal to bimbo.
so yeah:)

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

2010-06-28T18:40:00.000-07:00

good morning sunshine.
someone is going to fetch me.where to?
swimming + tanning.hee
can i have beyonce's skin colour please.................
she's way too hot.plus her skin.dark golden tan.

can i please bite ur tetek membuak until its gone? pleaseeeee. HAHAHAHA!

2010-06-28T17:15:00.001-07:00

i knw this is raudha.ouh sure u can darling.but not untill its gone lah or i'll be flat chested!i dont want that.haha!

dont be too sure about me.so just ask me anything:)

Do you love raudhasepet? Hahaahahaha :)

2010-06-27T21:59:00.001-07:00

i love her more than i love my tetek!haha

Ask me anything

Now that you are single, what are the requirements that you are looking in a man? I might just fit the bill? =D

2010-06-27T01:03:00.001-07:00

he must be matured enough,loving,responsible and yah full of suprises,looks is a bonus.. for now,i'm not ready for any relationships yet.:p

Ask me anything

how do u maintain a perfect body figure ?

2010-06-26T13:14:00.001-07:00

i didnt do anything.i didnt even excercise.i eat alot but still i didnt grow fat as much as i wanted to.but sometimes i did some sit ups when i'm free.:)

Ask me anything

dont be so sure about me.if u dont know anything...ASK! :)

2010-06-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

sorry. no more Tagboard.
so ask me anything on formspring.me.

2010-06-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

to raudha ,thx for the post bby.
right now,i just don't want to think anything.
thinking of it can really spoil my mood,my day,my sleep and everything.

i'll just post some pictures that makes me smile:)
below pictures was taken at zirca/rebel last Saturday.it was a fun and unexpected night:)

2010-06-11T11:07:00.000-07:00

sometimes in life,u must make the first move or to be more initiative in order to get want u always wanted.i now realised that great love and great achievements involve great risk.To a friend of mine if ure giving up,just think that giving up doesn't always mean you are weak...sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.<3

2010-06-11T10:26:00.000-07:00

life has been great

lovelife?errr.. i'm back to single.and don't wish to elaborate

friends have always been awesome.

parents reduced their nags.

overall i'm quite happy now:)

ouh yah.i feel like deleting my blog.
should i? if no tell me quick.haha.

2010-06-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

last wednesday.

where: zirca/rebel & met alot of people.

retarded!

2010-06-07T05:14:00.000-07:00

class chalet:)

2010-06-01T08:13:00.000-07:00

i just wanna share something.
i was fcuking bored at this point of time & so i locked myself in my room,
put on my earpiece and listen to this one song which i refused to hear it anymore.the song is so heartbreaking cause each time when i hear the song,i always reminisce about this one incident.
an incident which breaks my heart to million pieces(only god knows) .
its okay,they were both forgiven but to forget, I'm sorry .it will stay permanently in my head.
can u imagine,if your bf cheats on u and that girl are in the same school as you?u've been searching for this girl all this while to give a tight slap in her face and now she's in the same school as you.to think back,what would i get if i slap her face.?satisfaction? its not enough.the mistakes is too major.so the reason why i put *some girls are just so cheap nowadays.tsk* in my facebook profile, is because of this.this is the reason.i'm not saying this to all girls out there.its all about her.

i still cant forget him.
eventho i've moved on.
sorry.

2010-05-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

i'm tiredd...
exhausted..
sleepy.....

imissyou

2010-05-15T10:12:00.000-07:00

what you say and how you look does not define who you are
because some of the beautiful girls do the ugliest things.
get it?
oh yah ,thx for being my no.1 stalker:)

i malas lah nk layan:/

2010-05-08T03:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a Friday night.
so my friends and i headed to Bugis:sheesha.
after having alot of snaps from my DSLR,
we planned to go to Clark quay to take the GMAX ride.
its was a random & last minute plan.
i had no idea that it was going to be a fun night.
all i could say is that,my 50 bucks is really worth the 2 rides:)

2010-05-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

(when i was 15-16)

i was so bored and so i browsed thru my photobucket.
theres alot of old pictures of my friends,ex boyfriend and myself.
some of it were funny.err..actually most of them.haha.
i'll post some of it soon.
anyway,i saw this picture of mine(above).
i kindda miss my straight hair.
seeing this pic makes my heart itch so much till i feel that i wanna reborn my hair.
should i?haha

2010-05-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

top ten for boys & girls
i know my face is kindda weird here.haha..its ok lah.

so its on 23rd may. (finals)
and saye takut.
my brother forced me to join..-.-
all of the girls..one word, they're gorgeous..
to family and friends:ur support is all i need.:/

sedih bulu

2010-05-01T21:45:00.000-07:00

I miss those blue eyes

How you kiss me at night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise

Like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you

What I should have said

No, I never told you

I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

and after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

I see your blue eyes

Everytime I close mine

You make it hard to see

Where I belong to

When I'm not around you

It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you

What I should have said

No, I never told you

I just held it

And now, I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

and after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you Without you

But I never told you

What I should have said

No, I never told you

I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

and after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you Without you

i must do alot of thinking.

i must make the right decision.

sometimes ,i'm afraid if my friends are sick & tired of my relationships problems.

i guess its better for me to suffer alone.

put on a beautiful smile infront of everyone.

imissyousomuch

stating the truth.dont blame me please:(

2010-04-24T11:25:00.000-07:00

Its hard to pretend you love someone whenyou don't but its harder to pretend thatyou don't love someone when you really do.

this is shocking i know.i'm newly attached.
with?
faruq.

2010-04-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

knowing him was unpredictable.
it was unexpected.
my status has changed from single to an open relationship.
some are happy,some say hard to believe & some were shocked.haha
open relationship doesn't mean I'm attached right?
i felt that I've hurt the other party in a way.
i just felt that way. for now, i just wanna see how things a progressing.
if its mean to be, why not.if its not,then i should stop seeing someone new.
im a girl who likes to keep things.i would like to say sorry to my besties for not sharing alot of things and also for nt being able to spare some time for u guys:(
i'm still the same.nothing has changed.*smile*

pictures on last saturday
(27th march 10) zirca/rebel

candid:)

i love u all more than i love my bantal busuk

hate it

2010-03-17T07:13:00.000-07:00

RANDOM

i hate it when ppl say:"hey,can i see ur phone?" but in actual fact they secretly read ur inbox.

i hate it when ppl are not punctual.

i hate it when ppl judge others when they don't really know that person well.

i hate it when i was on my way to school,no seats are available.

i hate it when my cell phone's batt was flat when i urgently need to contact someone one that day.

i hate ppl who wants to interfere about my personal life

i hate having problems.

.currently,I'm saving like hell.its all due to my stupidity of littering.$300 gone just like that & its proven that I'm the unlucky one.always the unlucky one.

movie with raudha

2010-02-23T00:51:00.000-08:00

so last saturday i watched Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief with Raudha.
the show was superb.( two thumbs up).

tanning

2010-02-15T11:53:00.000-08:00

valentines with my heartbreaker.i just wonder why i still choose to be with him after all the things that he did.i'm still not over you.sometimes ppl dont really forgive me for my mistakes.yeah.there are some.i must say that i'm forgiving enough towards everyone especially you.

SOMETIMES YOU FORGIVE PEOPLE SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU STILL WANT THEM IN YOUR LIFE.

Feeling2.:)

dont get it wrong..we're nt together.so stop asking.

3 yrs anni

2010-01-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

Yesterday marks the 6th of January 2010. it was supposed to be my 3 yrs anni with him.
we did not see each other.
but there's is something i want to share.
i was folding my clothes,when suddenly i heard someone was knocking at my door.
i was shocked to see a Chinese man holding a BOUQUET saying that it was for me.
& i was elated when i read the card saying that it was actually from...
HAZIM.

ure the sweetest.

a brand new yr:)

2010-01-02T19:39:00.000-08:00

new year's celebration with my fun people at siloso beach party was awesome.i get to make new friends,i bumped into several people that i know,all in one night/morning.i felt sorry for zaf cause she lost her camera & i felt sorry not totally because of the camera but the pictures inside.hehh... i was the first one to puke and someone took a picture of me & i wonder how sucky i look like.overall,i really enjoyed every moment with everyone there and i want to wish everyone out there happy 2010.

ody<3

2009-12-26T08:09:00.000-08:00

everyone is happy with their own life right now.
happy with their love life.
this is what i realised.
I'm not gg to find it & I'll just let it come by its own.
its a Saturday today ,and i'm here stucked in my room.
sitting in front of my laptop,with my sucky face right now.-_-
not to forget,eating my kinderbueno.[reminds me of someone:(]
tomorrow will be Sunday & its family day.
for the first time i'm hoping that there will be a family outing.
anywhere also can lah.as long as I'm out of the house tomorrow.heesh

ZIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIR-CAAAAAA!

2009-12-23T20:00:00.000-08:00

Last week, went to ZIRCA/REBEL with friends. It was not a good day for me at that point of time.

2009-12-19T10:41:00.000-08:00

Some girls are just so cheap nowadays.
i swear i will never forget your name bitch.
muker kalau lawa tkpe.muke mcm anak pakistan, badan mcm lontong.-_-
to hazim,even though i know i have no right to stop you from doing it cause I'm just your ex at that point of time,but i still felt that u cheated on me.

i can forgive you.but i simply just cant forget.i'm sorry:(
it takes time to heal.

2009-12-16T18:38:00.000-08:00

i thought ,u were the only one.
i thought, u were too good for me.
i thought, i wont get cheated by you.
i thought that i was a bad girl for u,but ure worst.
how could this happen to me?
i hate what u've done to me
dont u even think of me when doing it?
what am i to you?don't you know that i love u?
i was hoping that what i heard its just a dream or a lie,
but ..its was the truth after all.
never thought you would dare,
dare to hurt me this way,
You are not that man I thought you were..
right now,i have no idea on what to do next....

i cant forget u that easily.
i cant let u go
we've been together for almost 3 yrs.
it cant be easily done.
god,i'm not strong.

2009-12-15T01:06:00.000-08:00

cant wait for tmmrw with dearest cousin[ahikin amin] and friends......:)
no mood to be in love.flings all around is better dont you think so?

2009-12-07T23:31:00.000-08:00

so on the 4th of December was elyne's birthday.went to st james again.:)
PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES ok?

kissing moments...
haha

happy

2009-11-28T07:30:00.000-08:00

so last week was my 18th birthday:)
it was superb! even though it started with a bad one,but i really had fun.
i don't wish to talk about the bad one.all i want to say is "go to hell lah u hsa.crazy butch.cannot close one eye uh?"ahha. i'll just have to wait for the letter in two weeks time-_- .
plus,there's bruises all over my leg.the lucky one get to see my leg.pretty bad huh?what happen?i fell down.how?dont wish to tell.pfft
-i really cant forget that night it and it was my greatest night ever .thanks people for the bday presents and to fiqa,farra,shahrul,raudah,shuhada,zaf,pan,syaril & lukman.thx for celebrating my bday together with me at st James powerhouse.:)

birthday kiss:)

2009-11-08T05:08:00.001-08:00

i just cant believe what i saw yesterday.*jaw dropping*
I'm shocked that's all.
all i can say is that,i totally believe in karma.
so people,if you're cruel or insensitive to others, it will eventually come back to hurt you back.
today marks the 8th of November & i am left with exactly 2 weeks to my birthday.
yes,14 more days and I'm legal.cant wait to celebrate with my friends but without you by my side.so i guess it wont be the same.-.-

2009-10-25T05:34:00.001-07:00

i hate today.my parents fought and i couldn't do anything.i tried to console my mum from crying and i know just how she felt until me myself burst into tears.i know it doesn't seems right to post about my family problems here but by doing so,it really makes my heart feels better.i really hope she's OK.I'm fcuking sad right now plus all the relationships problems that i had this past few days.i still love him but i know I'm heartless & i don't deserve you boy.i tried to hide what i feel lately but i just couldn't.i want to be happy back.please...

2009-09-27T10:25:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling down.
bored.
lonely.
i miss my friends.
i miss him.
eessshhh..

2009-09-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

Happy Hari Raya to all of you out there.
i promise i'll update pictures of hari raya cos i'm busy with raya outings right now.
sorry:]

2009-09-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

attachment is finally over.
but its not really over because i have to come back to school for one week-_-
anyway,hari raya is just around the corner and my house is still in a mess![my room and all.]
i just cant wait to help my mum to clean my house.easy to say,i cant wait for raya.:)

2009-08-30T06:55:00.000-07:00

its been 2 consecutive days I've been to geylang.
I received about 5 msgs from facebook and msn telling me that they saw me yesterday.
I'm not being proud here,but I'm just afraid that people might think that I'm unfriendly cos i wont smile to anyone[strangers] ,unless they smiled at me.org kate dah serik.lol.
anyways,geylang was great but i suggest to u girls to wear tank top ok.:)haha.
lastly,i cant wait to go geylang again but this time with my besties.

2009-08-11T08:49:00.000-07:00

to love,people say that true love only comes around only once in life.i never believed that till i met you,i know what true love means.for never i have loved someone as i love you.I'm sorry for hurting you,repeating the pain i caused you everyday & i know i was wrong.I'm sorry.ure too good for me bby.:(

to readers,i'm lazy to blog or write anything.so i'll just post pictures on last sunday(national day)
sorry.

2009-07-09T02:30:00.000-07:00

ever since i start my attachment,I've becoming terribly moody.maybe I'm tired?
i wanna say a big sorry to my parents and bf for raising up my voice or should i say scold?ok I'm sorry for scolding u guys for no reasons.but if anyone provoke me, of course I'm going to be angry lah.speaking of which,I'm not satisfied with my attachment schedule and the reason is that me and fiqa are not in the same shift.wtf.bored bored bored.this makes me more moody-_-.
~anyway,i planned not to go anywhere this Saturday.i just don't feel like going out & i don't know why.OK aku malas. :)

these are some pictures on last Saturday[sun tanning].

overall i love my skin tone.:)

2009-06-23T09:03:00.000-07:00

to shahrul ba'alwi bestie: on your birthday,i wish u pleasure and joy.i hope all of your wishes come true.may each hour and minute be filled with delight and your birthday be perfect for you.so happy 18th bday to you shahrul! may your good times multiply.
ok i love u .

2009-06-20T01:54:00.001-07:00

chalet was OK.just OK.All i could say is that,i expected more actually.
I'm bored right now.its a Saturday, and i didn't get to go to the beach party at sentosa with my cousin and friends because i have to celebrate fathers day with my family at changi beach later at night.fathers day is tomorrow sia! -_-

pictures:class chalet

i love u raudha!!gonna miss u.:(

nyonya tersepit kat tengah2.haha!

2009-06-16T11:43:00.000-07:00

cant wait for my class chalet later.:)
away from home for 3 days:)
gaahh:)

2009-06-08T10:19:00.000-07:00

greetings to all.my school holiday has started and i hope that it will be an enjoyable one. i really want to make full use of it by hanging out with my loved ones before my attachment starts.speaking of which,I'm posted to Alexandra Hospital and the good thing is,fiqa bestie will be joining me also.:)good right?haaha
OK as i was saying,holiday has already started,i guess this will also be the perfect time for me to spend most of my free time eating and sleeping .my eye beg is getting more obvious and my dark circles is getting darker.besides,I'm getting thinner and it is not a good sign for me.i hate being skinny because i'll look unhealthy.am i being too self conscious?-_-

anyway here are some pictures .(one of the saturdays)

fav pic of all:):)

2009-05-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

happy 18th bday muhd hazim bin hanef:)hope u love the zara slippers n the volcom belt.i have no more idea what else i can get for you.
hope u really like it k:)

these few days i'm feeling so exhausted.tired.sleepy.

thx to my school schedule-_-.

8am to 6 pm every day.

10 hours of school.pfft.

cant wait for attachment.really.

untill now,i'm still wondering why do teachers always have an issue towards me.

i tried to control my anger and have always avoid myself from being defiance.

i tried to concentrate but still my teacher didn't see the good things about me.

all she could see is my wrongdoings.i'm so frustrated right now.

2009-04-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

I've been so busy since school has started.i didn't get a proper sleep,didn't get to catch my fav TV show and lastly i didn't get to meet my besties.school was alright but i still cant believe that I'm in i.t.e.-_-

i woke up early in the morning,put on my uniform,have a light breakfast,walk to cck mrt station,meet fiqa at gombak mrt,lastly,sleep inside the train till we reach our destination:simei.
lol.

makcik

i know i look diff in school.ugly without make-up.like tyra banks say:SO WHAT.

btw,happy 24th birthday dearest brother.i miss u muhammad riduan bin salim

2009-04-04T11:01:00.000-07:00

today's outing was bad i must say.i didnt expect that this would happen.
omg.we were happily playing cards when out of a sudden a group of police approached us and they thought that we were gambling.wtf?of course not.pretty faces like us dont gamble.
here's the thing,we dont gamble but we do have ciggs with us.and i guess u guys know what is going to happen next if they know that we're below 18 having a contraband ciggs.haha.theres no need for me to explain more.
btw,thx elyne for the earring:)

*will upload pics when i'm free.

2009-04-02T21:55:00.000-07:00

what am i feeling right now?
my life is miserable right now.
i don't wish to elaborate.
don't wish to tell anyone what exactly my problem is.
even to my bf and my besties.
i just hope for a better tomorrow

to elyne,farrah,fiqa,shahrul,pan,zaf,syaril and bf,
see you guys soon.

i dont anticipate changes in life.
but its already happening.

2009-03-25T02:23:00.000-07:00

these are the people who i can laugh with to no extents,
Who i can cry to when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
to shahrul,i'm so sorry cos i've missed ur performance.
its all because of me.sorry k.:)

school is going to start.i cant wait but i'm not ready to dye my hair black.
with black hair,i look awful and its like i'm wearing a wig or something because my hair is thick..haiyoo.i hate black hair,but i have no choice.

ok i'm out of words and tonight i'm gonna have dinner with my family at bedok corner.(never ending)lol.

2009-03-05T13:50:00.000-08:00

its a special day today and i'm here rotting at home.
i'm so sorry bf:(

happy 26 months anniversary baby:)

2009-03-04T16:43:00.000-08:00

pictures on saturday.(28/feb/09)
it was fun!

elyne

stresssssssss child

fiqa

stupid china lady who doesn't have any knowledge to take picture.but its ok:)ahaha

take one

take two.ok lah.lol

goodbye

2009-02-26T12:01:00.000-08:00

its 4.02 a.m in the morning and i just came back from the airport to send my brother off. he got the opportunity to become an air steward for Qatar airways.as his sister,i am happy for him because he have always wanted that job.well,its not as easy as u think.six times of trying si**.wow.now he's going to have his training in Doha for 8 months and i'm gonna miss him badly..i guess this year hari raya is going to be dull without him .furthermore,no one is going to do my hair and make up.(mesti aku burok punye)

but whatever it is,i will pray for you & all the best brother.:)

my cousin and i:)

see u again in 8 more mths k.

ok i'm sleepy bubbye:)

2008-10-08T23:19:00.000-07:00

raya pics..

only some of it:)

my mum:)

my face sux but i love the hair and the outfit:)

my darlings

2008-10-08T22:44:00.000-07:00

first of all,sorry for being such a lazy cow;didn't update my blog for more than 5 mnths:)

OK lets start. today its my last day of school & i just cant believe it.i really hate to say goodbye to anyone because it hurts.its my last time seeing all my teachers who has motivate me alot,my last day having lunch at the cafe just beside my school & of course its my last day that i i'm going to see my classmates.even though we have been friends for only 10 mnths,we've been that closed and i truly appreciate u guys.

ilove u liza

i love u hidzir

2008-06-30T21:26:00.001-07:00

senang2 i update k u all!!:)